MARCH=WOMANS’ MONTH so VOW to REVEAL the ideology of contempt and hatred for Womankind

Why is it that women continue to live in secret contempt, anger and fear? Why do women continue to suppress and give away their energy of sensual, sexual and spiritual power? Why do women continue to pretend to be weak and stupid and in need of a man to tell them when to even take a shit? Why do women continue to live in male defined and dominated religious structure, based solely by the way, on the ideology of contempt and hatred for womankind, and further, the structure of the christian church institution? Why do women allow themselves to be continually controlled by their biological functions, their physical appearances and the way they act and think, and why do they allow themselves to be controlled and dominated with regards to a once natural fertility and reproductive cycle?

Now it is a choice of a patriarchal reign when a women conceives and even if she can let go of a fetus that she knows deep intuitively within herself is not supposed to be for her, it’s her choice. I mean think about it: incest, rape, and a woman is told that she has no right to make a decision regarding a life that was not her choice to bring into the world.

Can you imagine what would happen if all the women, and there are millions and millions of women, in the patriarchal churches removed themselves in spirit, mind and body from male dominance and collectively unified in the sacred beauty of oneness with The Divine Mother. Individually and collectively, can you imagine overcoming the fear of The Mother,  and seriously rejoicing in womankind, nurturing, loving and protecting what every woman knows deep within herself to be the truth beyond patriarchal rule?

Truly, there is little said or written on the very truths of the effects of god the father on the ideas, the intimate thoughts, knowledge and actual experiences of womankind herself. Maybe, women are simply afraid of patriarchal repercussions? But what is worse than chronic torture pschoneuroimmunologically and or physically, DEATH? Once a male student brought a knife to session and admitted, “I want to kill The Mother in YOU” and took the knife out…  Understandable not Acceptable, WHY? You can exist oppressed, suppressing your pain= breathing dead woman OR KNOWING THE PREDATOR may come to silence you @ some point however, not even statute of limitations should not stop truth of abuse coming forward.

Last May eclipse This One took a trip to Jacksonville Fla., Gulfport Ms. and Tucson Az. after a sister having sought This One out, first back in the late 90’s claiming to have experienced the EXACT same abuses as This One from same INCESTUOUS PREDATOR. Second contact, on this box. After much confiding on both parts woman to woman, sister to sister she claimed based on the PREDATOR having alcohol dementia and having been sexually inappropriate with our youngest sisters friends,( no reports made by those parents either) nothing mattered anymore. Knowing HE and the Other ABUSERS(PARENT TYPES ALSO)+ the list of others the parents did nothing about must be revealed. This sister was told by This One “HE” has ALL of his faculties w\o doubt. This One told her The TRUTH must come forward before they die or memory loss occurs, hence,book\doc spoken of, no names spared. The purpose for this little segue- hearing a MAN, Geoffrey Robertson, human rights lawyer re enforce the KNOWN. Mr. Robertson said,”Before one goes senile they should be tried.”

Aware that the SYSTEM is a joke from personal experience with it for years and thousands of children\women facing EVERY conceivable abuse, skipping the middle MAN and their unearned monetary gain straight to the pictures & point is most empowering to the Spirit. March is WOMANS’ MONTH…??? so a small sharing w\u. 99.9% of those seeking inner freedom and annihilating fear that come to me are abused. The effects are generational. ALL were told they would never be asked to do what This One would not do Herself. Sister, BKMAR which ever you go by name wize no matter Betrayal is unacceptable there’s no caring who your mother This Ones’ step-mother worked for in the SYSTEM. YOU opened the book “HE” abused our dead brother too! Why bother with all the unshown\told TRUTHS; SO THAT EVEN ONE MAY USURP THE STRENGTH THRU KNOWING they are not alone, not crazy and BE FREED. Karma brings us together as many times as it takes thru the sins of the father(BLOODLINE CONSCIOUSNESS) until balance is attained.

Will womankind ever recognize the freedom within Herself and stop forsaking its presence? Will womankind ever choose to completely step away from male dominance and into the sacredness of Herself? The only thing that ever comes between two women is a male energy! Think about it!

May the circle be open but not unbroken. May the peace of the Goddess be ever in your heart. Merry meet and merry part and merry meet again.



Easter is an original Goddess custom, originates with The Goddess of spring, Eostre.

From the invention of the Christian patriarch and still to this day Christianity fears the people. To keep their fear in check, absolute control of body, mind and the economics is the means. The yoga of hierarchy rule. When people react to the severe repression, they are reminded their paranoia or weakening states of mind and body are due to their own sins. Still the Christian political rule feared the Pagan people so much that they patronized those who refused to stop their practice of the religion of The Goddess.

Where the temples of the matriarchal societies once stood, the patriarch built their churches and installed their images, allowing for a chosen few of the female images to remain. We see this active patronization still today, as it has continued on for aeons, they’re called missionaries. The patriarch moves in and conquers a whole culture by appearing to be kind and caring, bringing food and medicines in exchange for acceptance of Christ as ones’ personal savior. And if the people refuse, oh how they will suffer. Food just an arm length away, medicine that can cure your children’s ills and keep her from dying. Hence, the saying, “you don’t get something for nothing.”

Not only does the patriarch conquer and divide but, slowly, insidiously encroaches like a hungry animal with its prey. Only most animals don’t kill for the sport of it, like man. This insidious encroachment is how The Goddess rituals of expressing life and nature and Her seasons and changes were replaced with Christian symbology. Did you know the Pagan Anglo-Saxon calender was lunar divided into two seasons summer\winter until the christians insisted dividing it into four.

Just another typical dog and fire hydrant moment for mankind!!!

Have you not noticed every celebration, or we call them “Holidays”, have to do with Christ? This is not how it was and not how it is now. For thousands upon thousands of years before patriarchal rule The Goddess religion celebrated the winter solstice, now Christ-mass. The ritual of tree lighting and gift giving is a Goddess celebration. Even the old guy Santa Claus a man who showers children with gifts, stems from a Pagan custom of the Goddess religion. The winter solstice celebration was known as the wheel of the year when the sun moves back from the most Northern point. Even Easter is an original Goddess custom. It is the celebration of spring. Mother Earth and all Her creations move through the process of transformation, resurrection, rebirth. The season’s name originates with The Goddess of spring, Oestre. It is she who gives her name to the female Estrus cycle. The Easter eggs and those bunnies are actually symbols of fertility of The Goddess creating life. The worship of The Mother is in everything we do. Christianity could not get rid of Her. Those who worship nature, and The Mother’s presence in everything, revolted. They were fearless, they rose up against the patriarch and all those who had taken everything from them, from peace to possessions.

Any mothers that tell the true stories of stolen Pagan celebrations even while practicing tradition for the childrens’ sake knowing they will be bullied by others who have been raised by haters has provided the opportunity of possibilities for worldview! So BE It!!!

Seriously, a bunny that shoots eggs o\o its a**  or comes in @ night and hides all the hard boiled colored eggs left by the kidz which do you use as a traditional mindless lie. you were lied to, still are and you continue the lie. What about when money is an issue for the family? I have witnessed children told the bunny isn’t coming cuz they weren’t good. Is it their(the children) original sin that powers all christian reinvented celebrations which most parents are enablers of. Fear instilling power learned, perfected… Survivors cultivating victims on the linear time line of man; have we really chosen to deny the cycle of life !???

Jesus was not resurrected @ the Pagan symbology of renewal, the vernal equinox. The hare and egg symbology intrinsic to the celebration were folded into the christian farse  so they kept her name EASTER. The truth is undeniable, but hideously distorted.


Full Moon symbolizes The Mothers’ Left Eye

Symbols were used by the ancients. They are powerful images succored with the human hearts and mind. In the Mother religion, the interconnected-ness of all of Mother’s creation was expressed through plants, animals, all of life.

Klan’s as well as individuals had totems. Totem means related through The Mother, the knowledge that we are not separate from The Mother or any other form of Her creation. The Great Spirit is alive in and through all of life. The Great Mother Herself continuously/simultaneously assuming all shapes and forms. All of life is the rhythmic dance in Her breath.

Did you know that Jesus said, “the whole on high hath part in our dancing. Who danceth not, knoweth not what cometh to pass.” This truth has its origin of words in the ancient pagan sacred cave dances. Did you know that his-story about evolution is not inclusive of evolving spiritually, understanding the true meaning of human existence and an interconnectedness of all cultures, because that is her-story oppressed and requires understanding the nature of humankind. Instead the western Christian patriarchy insists on evolving through technology, through what is called analysis based on man, indoctrined logic, reason, and deduction based on inserted ego and some undeniable facts; or just mere human intellect, repudiation of spiritual truths and let us not forget the process of his conventional mind, called reason/logic for each and every man becoming one now for this moment. Here is the insertion of relevant truth and as a result wala!, we have alienated ourselves from The One, disconnected from the very Source of life. Yet, the rhythmic dance continues, even in our lonely fragmented existence; love, interconnectedness, peace, memory, and vision have all atrophied in the projected confirming vibration of patriarchal religion, especially Roman Christianity, a manmade road of rules.

As long as you continue to follow nose to ass like cattle the linear LIE line of what you are told and you do not question you will remain ignorant by choice. See the documentary EARTHLINGS with your children so they too are educated. These truths were given to the children The Great Spirit intrusted this One with @ every young years. When we crossed the street I held out my finger, impressing in their consciousness hold to The Mother, no one in those cars is watching out 4 U! It only took a moment in time for TRUST is our bond. Teaching them the truth of the human condition, what appears to be authoritative is fear mongers here to oppress your vulnerable view of life yet U must learn to live in this world strengthen the pineal gland be fearless. Know that what U hear in school is NOT the truth, most important NEVER allow anyone to speak to or do to U anything Your Mother has not. Symbolism,nonverbal communication encouraged telapathic  attunement. Experience with severe abuse @ the start of this life by a predator pedophiliac who fathered me and EVIL enabling womb bearing mother symbolizes why I did not allow them to experience the fragile little flowers I was cultivating in this beautiful garden of life. NO contact! This is inclusive of now deceased mother of the predator of a sister and deceased abused brother and husband of the bio-mother. The present wife and sister of the predator, included.

Born fully enlightened, old,tiny, overflowing with Love, unloved, a mother to siblings(they agree.) Caucasians can be slaves too!

This Ones life work has been undoing the fear,confusion and affects of abuse esp. SEXUAL ABUSE of thousands of children,serving to reshape the character of victimized survivors.

An ashram is the place for the feminine reemergence of your true Self, lifting your consciousness, grow\develope study, be safe and abundantly LOVED !


Part 1 The Hunter and The Hunted

Quietly, She goes about the purpose of incarnation upon this middle planet forever reminding the children big and small; BALANCE My Precious Loves, that’s the Yogic Life well beyond any so called, CALL.

We must immediately undo that which is the untruth if THIS emerging Truth of The Primordial Scream of Mother who has given men their every desire ANSWRED to play out their LATENT hatreds upon those they were once the same as. Just as heavily weighted is the PROCLIVITIES of LATENT previous balance of Truth LOVE Acceptance. Karma, is deeply hidden by the ego esp. in patriarchal existence.

There is much too little time in any given life to give up. Release your PRIDE, all aspects of separation. A human being is aware when evil is near, more than likely we pretend it is not o\o fear. GIVE IN, to the feelings of Truth rising before confusion has time to set in. Take Care of this precious life.

Remind your children like I did about the TRUTHS of what REALLY happens to the mother cow and baby calf, how they scream for each other during separation how the cow SCREAMS when MAN points gun to the brow so they can decide whether to eat DEAD BODIES filled with toxic hormones released during the STRESS of loss and death!!!

How about the camouflage boxes to make perpetration easier ! daddy’s girl refuses to SEE the murderer daddy! AHH the sport of the hunt,the boast of the catch of hook in fish mouth the thrill of it dragging in fear\suffering… hip hip hooray! Have family time, watch, ” The Cove.” Truth is The Answre . Whether you caused the ACTUAL harm or merely were present ,the effect must be balanced according to intent & purpose. So, be kind to trees they were once our revered celebrities, unless they woke up!  AHIMSA,GURUJI

2013-UPDATE: Did yo watch the documentaries recommended in previous teachings? Add “SAMSARA” to the truths shown and given to you. Thot this may be a perfect UPDATE to parallel w\ the lascivious ABUSES to WOMYN\CHILDREN STILL>>>NOW! military men sexually assaulting other men? Well, apparently there NOT following their idols ie. freddie phelps, jerry, quite contraryfalwell, patty robertson…

W\O understanding KARMA there is NO Compassion\REVERENCE for LIFE This leaves sociopathic-pathological serial haterful, fear mongers as your appointed PDMFS’ as YOUR DECIDERS…like bush & his “limbs” or cronies if you will.

There is NOT a cure for human predators, however they are not as obscure in society as you are led to believe. It is said you can not tell the difference or pick them out NOT TRUE!

I have fed the answer to this epidemic to many, many students. It would save everyone alot of $$$$ and shed LIGHT on the IGNORANCE of a potential harmonious life for all! INTERESTED? DON’T LET THE MEDDLER W\ THE FIDDLER capture YOUR SELF!   AHIMSA, MAA