Dissolution\Transformation of patriarchal domination coming to the end.  The Feminine Principle continues to STRENGTHEN!

Often my words are perceived negatively. Idealism, authenticity, integrity, vulnerability, are from where I speak.

The escalation of violence against women & children globally is in effort to keep the feminine down because its strength makes mankind feel impotent. Man is fearful therefore lashes out in lude\lasivious  reactions to TRUTH! This is a first hand attestment  @ your service!

Change is what living in this realm is all about. Our environment shapes us…

One who is here with clear vision is not here to sugar coat TRUTH w\made up strategies to entice you.

#Freethenipple is an IN YOUR FACE example of the call to egalitarianism! Are WE there yet?

According to Astrological computation the coming alignment of planets coming into place and escalating this quantum leap in consciousness began Capricorn New Moon 12\21-22 2014 followed by the Cancer Full Moon 1\4-5 2015 & culminating climactically 1\20\2015 bringing vitalizing energies to annihilate concretized  habitualized patterns of individual\collective archetypes.

Choose to release yourself from organized religion… from fear of knowing your full potential hidden in your untapped essence.

This IS the time of GREAT expanse! Seize the moment!  Women you need to take command of your life as The Feminine Force Be WILLING to balance your life & face your shadow side and liberate your suppressed energies!

Love Light Truth in the coming year to ALL, SEE YOU…



Gratitude= A Giving of Thanks



This Giving of Thanks need be a DAILY occurrence…YES???!!!

Thankful for not ever falling prey to the misinfomation of patriarchal fantasies of so called days of celebration.

Thankful for KNOWING the MOTHER of ALL will devour HER mutations for forsaking the GRATITUDE of the human life.

Thankful for the Lite of Truth

Thankful for the LOVE in this heart

Thankful for the fire in this spine to ward off the resistance of ignorance\evil

Thankful for the cooling waters of compassion

Thankful for Be-ing

Thankful for not having followed the potential bloodline destiny

Thankful for fourteen years of living hell needed as the constant reminder of the work to be accomplished in this life

Thankful to be FEARLESS and aware of its’ consequences

Thankful for the LOVE others give to This One

Thankful for truthful staight-forward humorous ones such as Bill Maher and Chelsea Handler!!!

Thank You for stopping in, GURUJI

December 24 Evening Meditation 2000

As we come together this very evening may it be in the light of truth and love. And though this may not be the very evening that the Jesus child choose to come upon the earth, it is the very evening that he is recognized. As a prophet, as a Guru, as one who came to speak the Word. And the Word is Spirit. And Spirit is the whole purpose of human existence. It is She that we are made in the image of. We are the vessel that houses the soul and the soul is but that small drop in the vast ocean of goodness and light. And we are that, and I never want you to forget that. And so may it be that we gather in the light and the love of all the ancestors and all the lite bearers, who bless us again and again by returning to the earth to bring us home, to remind us of our true divinity. And even though you may find yourself chronologically old, you are still and always will be a child of The Mother. We all are.
There is not just one son of the Cosmos, but in fact we are daughters and sons of Cosmic light, and may we never forget that. Some of us are very blessed to have the karmas to call, and call, and call upon our Guru in this lifetime until we pull ourselves into the realm, into the energies of That One. You see what I want you to remember is that Jesus didn’t even know his own purpose, until he was baptized(lit the flame of site) by his own Guru, John the Baptist. And once that occurred he remembered, I am here to be and may I do exactly as the Mother\father would have me do, as the Mother would want me to do. And that is the same for all of us. And may you always remember that, we’re all one.
So as you pull that energy inward, turning away from the worldly existence together right now. May the flame of Truth be ignited very brightly in yourself. May the mantra of compassion turn within your heart, spinning outward to all sentient beings, that all beings will benefit from our being together right now in the name of Love, Compassion, Truth and Light.
Very powerful forces stir within the universe and time and space right now. And you, each of you, as we all are a part of the universe. We all are tiny universes, and we are affected by the movement of the energies in the outward plane, and it is the outward planes that are affected by the movement of the energies of our own consciousness.
We are the only conscious beings, always remember that. We as human beings are the only ones capable of truly understanding love, and what that really means. Love at its deepest level. To love requires that our heart be purified, to truly love.

To have faith in yourself and in one another requires that you purify your heart. So that’s a prerequisite, that’s what I’m saying, to truly feeling, knowing, understanding, and experiencing love, purifying your heart.
Faith is not something that you can learn from anywhere other than having a pure heart. That requires that we be vulnerable to all aspects of life. That we not only tolerate one another, and each others’ thoughts, and ways of being, but that we Accept it, acceptance of each other. And in reality is that we might see that life itself is absolutely, absolutely beautiful, beyond the illusion that we place life. There are no Incarnations that return to this earth to preach any particular religion, or to teach any religious goal other than the Truth. Always remember that.
If anyone tries to convert you and your soul in any direction and it does not feel right to you, turn away. Spiritual is not a conversional force. Love is not a conversional force. Love is the very essence of life.
Since we have been chanting for sometime, I was hoping perhaps we could possibly share in a song together. And I happen to know that there is one there, oh I believe his name is Nirodha, and he knows this one very well. And so if you will join in with me, and I will do my best from this far away to share with you, and I want you with all of your whole self, all the light within your heart, to chant with me.

Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now I’m found was blind but now I see. Was grace that taught my heart to fear (ignorance) and grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear the hour I first believed.(in yourself)
When we’ve been there ten-thousand year bright shining as the sun.
When on this day to sing of praise than when we’ve first begun. (slight word differentiation)

We all struggle with that blindness, some people more than others. Just remember that blind is centered with the earth. Just a veil, maya Herself, at Her best. And we all have the ability to overcome that blindness, all of us. So as you sit there in that asan may you soak in the grace of  birth. May you absorb the blessings of Guru. May we honor together just in this evening the One in which name so many at its lowest point, always sends The Self out in whatever form it is that group gather, honor that Jesus child.
And it happens to be at this point in Kali Yuga that many of us need the Mother, we need Her. We need her love, we need her arms, we need to know that we can give birth to the Goddess\Godlike Self within ourselves. We need to remember that it’s possible and none of us are exempt. There are many things that are said about this time of year, a lot is said about the giving, and receiving materialism, capitalism, and all the things that we hear and see, but I ask you to step away from that with me right now. And I ask you to look within your own self. I ask you to question, what truly is it in my little self, in my tiny universe, that I have to offer to humanity, to life? Well, I as the Mother will ask you, please don’t make it too hard on yourself. Don’t search and don’t think, just pull out the love within yourself. When we have stopped speaking together this evening don’t forget to share the compassion with the person next to you, and behind you, and in front of you, truly share it, mean it.
Well, I always ask you to remember that, you must always think that, “Well tomorrow may never come.” Now, that may sound very disturbing to you. But it always helps us to not take the day for granted, instead to very much regard the preciousness of life right now.
A precious child shared with you Her innermost Self. And you are too a child within yourself. Will you share that with someone else? Don’t buy them something. Write them a poem, draw them a picture, put your arm around them, pinch their cheek. It matters. And as you sit there with your sweet little eyes closed, focusing all your energy on your heart, know from this many miles away I send you my deepest love and blessings. May you not keep it all to yourself, but will you share it with others.
Life isn’t about what we can get, life is about what you can give. Because to tell you the truth child you have every thing you need. And from all that you have, what are you going to give? It’s about karma, you know, it’s about Bhakti. It’s about the highest Bhakti, Prem. Let no person be a stranger, let no person be an enemy. And although not everyone can be our brothers and sisters, we are all, all of us, all of life, is interconnected, at some level. We must all take care of each other.
And so as you sit there again, with your spine straight in your centered self, focusing all that energy in the heart and using the Ajna chakra to visualize your highest ideal, I ask you to allow the prana deeply within all of life to flow through you and out of you, and connect it with the person next to you, across from you, in front of you, outside of the shrine room. And right now I ask you in your own self would you please take the time to connect with a person that you would least expect yourself to, and right now please take the time within your own tiny universe in yourself, to say to them something with meaning. Whether you actually ever see that person or ever have the opportunity to say it, whatever it is. Let it be something with compassion. Be at the level as you would want them to be with you. How would one do that, another person to be with you.
I sat with many people last week here, and we spoke of many deep truths about life. There were many questions, and something very important impressed
upon them is, this is life and it is not a game. But it is a precious moment, a moment in time. And you must not waste one precious ounce of it. Every thought, every breath counts. Not really anything to do with your next life. No we don’t, we don’t want to live the life, “well next time”, because everything we do, and think, and say, and want in this life, right now determines everything about your life a few seconds from now. So whether you are ten years old, or twelve, or fifteen, or twenty-two, or forty-six, or fifty-five, or sixty-nine, it doesn’t matter, what matters is right now.

There are those of us who are very familiar with the many times that we have come and gone. That doesn’t make us anything special let me tell you. But what it does, it allows us to have that great compassion for the causes of suffering. And it allows us to have that great compassion for the suffering itself. It allows us to be the example of how we can remove ourselves, not only from the suffering, but to never take on the cause of another suffering. We have teachers in life that are willing to take us through that path. And if we should ever come across That person, That being, That lite of Truth could tell them how to go about themselves, show them the ways, but not everyone is willing to know the true causes of suffering. Not everyone is willing to go through the suffering to teach others, not everyone is willing. And so he took that few chosen ones and he taught them on the Sermon on the Mount. There were a great deal of people who were given many truths, just as we are this day right now on December 24, 2000. Many of us are shown and told many truths, may we take in such truths. May we love the vessel that houses wherever it comes from. But most importantly, may we love the teaching itself. Right now as this Guru loves you, I feel the softness in your heart, I feel the softness in your heart. I feel that you have truly let go right now, just for now, anything and everything that bothers you outside of those temple doors. And as I sit with you there on that chair that was so lovingly, and painstakingly made for this little body to sit on, I’m sitting there with you, and I look, and I see the desire is in each one of you to know the Truth, no matter how far away we seem. To experience love, even if it’s hard to accept and to give. So I ask you, please live your life as though tomorrow may never come. And I don’t say it with a dooming, I say it with sincere desire that you should want to live life fully, be careful with that, right now fully. Understand each moment, look into the eyes of the person whom you are sitting near, whom you are close to, or someone you don’t even know, and just desire to love them. Simply because you are you connect with them at some level. As we all are. We all have our faults, we all have our goodness, but more importantly, we are all made in the image of The One and that’s the truth. And we are all a precious being of joy in the ocean, in the vastness, and each and every drop matters, especially now.
Chant with me one round of the japa of Sah Ham. Three times. So make sure the body is straight, and the body is comfortable.

Sah Ham
Sah Ham
Sah Ham

The sun and planetary forces are very strong right now which means that the Guru Chakra, Jupiter, which aides you to the deepest meanings of life. This is in each of us, in each and every person, to feel and experience at many deep levels the understanding of the purpose of life, which is to know The Self. There are many beings that are not as fortunate as we are right now. May your prayers and your thoughts go to them. May you have at least thirty seconds in your day to send them, and to place all your energies into Spirit, and all the energies from our time right now. Now chant with me:

Om Mani Padma Hum

There isn’t any Guru that resides alone, none of you are capable of finding your way home alone. But, we are all capable of accepting. We need help remembering our True nature. So we must help each other, but first we must help ourselves. Acceptance of our own Guru gives us the ability to accept all of life as it is, exactly as it is with no expectations. At night when you’ve gone home and you lie asleep in your dreams, dreaming of sugar plums waiting for Santa to come visit you, remember , remember the magic in life, remember that spark. Remember that you are the wick and you were wise enough to search for Guru, to ignite the memory, the wisdom, the flame of truth within yourself, therefore you are wise enough to reach enlightenment, if we just remember to follow the path. Being a Bhakta isn’t always easy, but once you have faith in yourself securely, no one can change your heart in any direction other than that one purpose of The Absolute Truth. My blessings are with you and that blessing of all the ancestors through all of space and time immemorial are with you. Om shanti shanti shanti. Peace be with you in your hearts and souls. Namaste’

Swami Shubhrananda Psy.D.
December 2000

In reverance of The Mothers’ son Jesus

What a great day this is, that we have the ability to gather here together right now in our love for Creator and in the name of Jesus  whom we are celebrating together this very evening, his birth, his presence here on earth, his willingness to be the beacon of light, and his knowledge that he was but an instrument in the hands of The Creator, a mouth piece for the Word.

I ask you precious ones in reverence for ALL illumined Souls, ALL Spiritual teachers who have come in the name of Creator to teach the Word, would you please sit with the spine straight, sit comfortably, bringing all the energies within yourself to the center of your being, gathering it in your heart and your mind, lift that energy to the Ajna chakra, the sun center, the place there between the brow. As we sit here together in this beautiful shrine room know that it is lit with the energies and the light of all The Holy Ones, residing in the The Cosmos. The Cosmos resides within you. Humbly I offer this song at the blessed feet of Divinity. Please join me if you like:

Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now I’m found was blind but now I see. Was grace that taught my heart to fear and grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that grace appear the hour I first believed.
When we’ve been there ten-thousand years bright shining as the sun,
when on this day to sing The Mothers’ praise than when we’ve first begun.

Each human being is a vessel a body temple. Each individual being houses a Universal drop of Soul. Spirit is flowing throughout all of life. Yet, it is said that we human beings are the only conscious entity, meaning that we have the ability to assimilate and utilize our intelligence, and we even have the ability to decide how to use that intelligence.

Let me tell you a little secret. All of life is spiritual. The only problem is, is that many people choose not to accept this, and that is simply because they cannot see the true beauty in life, the true beauty in living the human existence. The very essence of life is the presence of Spirit. Because we live in the realm of time and space and causation it is very difficult for us to understand Spirit. You see there is only One Truth and that Truth is genderless.  And all religions are born under that One Truth, thus causing relevant truth or the many paths of religion. Spirit flowing through all of life makes it very simple for us to understand then that we are all interconnected. No matter what our relevant truths may be we are all interconnected. We are all, if you will, a part of The One Truth.

All True Preceptors come to the earth to speak, to teach the One Truth. Since time immemorial, Incarnations have returned to the earth speaking just that One Truth. And for aeons the human beings have taken that One Truth and segregated it into their own relevance to suit their needs in time and in space.

I remind you again that we are all but one individual drop of the ocean of eternity, yet reminding you that we are all interrelated even in our divisions of relevant truth.

When Jesus was young he was not yet aware of what he had returned to this earth to do, yet when he was initiated by his Guru John the Baptist, he became illumined. He realized his purpose, and he knew he needed to teach The Truth. Now, he also knew that there were only a few that he would be able to impart The Truth to, yet there were many thousands of human beings who needed to hear The Truth. He knew that they could only take in The Truth at their own level of understanding, and therefore, he taught it at their level of understanding. All True Spiritual Preceptors know that not every human being can take the Truth exactly as it is, because of karma, because of cause and effect. We all have a particular level of mind and understanding. Therefore, we have once again, the many religions or the many Spiritual paths, we say will eventually lead to The One Truth. However, the further we as a people go from The Truth the more difficult it is to know what The Truth really is. We, who see, call it The Dharma, The Law, THE way to live the human existence. It is actually quite simple, but we as human beings complicate it, because again of our relevance, our desire to live life the way we want to, the way we choose to see it.

I’m going to tell you that we are all daughters and sons of Mother. There is no such  thing as just one son of god. You see, the seed of perfection lies within all of us, deeply within the center of our heart. We have simply forgotten that seed of perfection exists, therefore, it is difficult for us to nourish it. We live more in the ignorance of this physical world and believing that this is all there is, yet there is always that nagging hunger. Sometimes, occurring more prevalent than at other times, that there is something more, something beyond what we perceive to be the totality of our human existence, and for those of us who are tired of dredging through the mere MUNDANE existence and truly desire to nourish the seed of perfection within, The Incarnations return again and again, such as Jesus. And they teach us how to shed the veils of ignorance, the clouds of darkness that shroud the seed of perfection. You see darkness cannot survive where there is light. And so if we choose to stand in the illuminated light of a perfect teacher then we too will come to see the Perfect Truth that is always there within us.

In the ancient teachings of Upanishads we are told that humanity lives within three states of consciousness. The waking, the dreaming and the dreamless sleep. Now, there is a fourth state, which is beyond those three states. And it is in the fourth state that one wakes up. One goes beyond ordinary mind. And the heart is filled with light and the mind is still and can see the perfection of the True Self. In this transcended state one is changed forever. The beauty of what I’m telling you is that all human beings are capable of such transcendence. And there are True Spiritual Teachers who can teach you how to go beyond ordinary mind. Popular belief, I believe, says there are only a few people who are this way or who can be this way because they are chosen ones. There is no truth to this.

What is required to be guided on the path to self realization? A burning desire, a settling for nothing else, nothing less, but to know the True Self. The only thing that stands in the way of knowing the True Self is our ignorance and that ignorance can be removed, but we must be willing. We must be relentless in our efforts and our desires to do so. We must be willing to abolish the demands of our own ego in order to accept direction from One who has transcended the three lower states of consciousness.

No religion holds the key to Truth. There is not just one person, We are a collective who can lead you on the path to enlightenment. We as individuals and collectively have many obstacles to overcome, these obstacles being the demons within our own minds. Some of the biggest ones we face are hatred and greed, yet it is not impossible. But, I will tell you it is difficult. Difficult because everyone wants to be right, which means someone must be wrong. Our best weapons to fight the battle of our own ignorance are Love, Compassion and Acceptance. You see, tolerance will not do. Tolerance still leaves the festering of hatred. Love can only be understood by one of pure heart; otherwise they are degrees of love and these degrees of love, of course, are conditional. There are no conditions or stipulations in Love, and therefore, there should not be any in ours. No condition, no stipulations, this would mean that we have trust, trust in the fact that we are a child of The One.

Religions have come to be organized conversional forces. And they state that their way is the only way. Which is back again to what I said to you earlier, I’m
right and you’re wrong. A religion of a man made god is a conversional force. It requires right or wrong. It requires war on each other in man gods name. It does not however, require that one have the burning desire to remember ones original True nature.  To do so one must be willing to renounce all man made concepts of mans’ god, and be willing to seek the Truth by inward turning.

Releasing one’s self from the bondage’s of fear, fear of standing alone – we are never alone – fear of not being a part of a mass consciousness belief system. Just because there are the many standing in one belief system does not make them right. As human beings we often stand in the masses out of fear, fear of being questioned, fear that our preconceived notions will be challenged and we won’t have the answers and that this will make us wrong.

Jesus was a Bhakta, he was beyond faith. He had the Supreme Knowledge. If one cannot perceive one’s self to be a daughter or son of The Cosmos then one will not be able to grasp the concept of – we are never alone.

Swami Shubhrananda Psy.D.
December 2000


Impermanence comes to mind immediately with the start of this new year. Change may seem faster and more furious than ever in the lives of many on many levels, world, countries, governments, societies and in our personal lives.

In the United States we start this new year with a new president and new decision makers for our country as a whole. In latter part of 2000, when elections were taking place, there were many clues as to the path of changes set in motion and how they would be played out: with a great amount of turmoil and resistance; thus pointing out to a great degree the battles deep within the collective consciousness, not only in this country, but world leadership, and those who follow those leaders into the battles of “willfully imposing their rightness” on those who strive to live a life of balance and acceptance, and strive to teach their children the same. Oppression and dictatorship flowing through the collective mind unleashed because of fear and apathy WILL NOT DO! All beings together returning to the natural state, which is Wisdom—Wisdom is Love +Truth can make change in this flow of consciousness through “Action in Non-action”, thus creating impermanence in the present flow of collective mind. Change is inevitable – apathy is a disease. No one person or group of people has the right to rule over another—true leaders do not use force to lead.

The direction of leadership has changed. We must not collaborate with the enemies of hatred whose brothers are deceit, anger, greed and conversional forces such as oppression and violence. Throughout this year we will see the collective collusional forces of “dictatorship mindedness” fast and furiously at work. It will appear to be in the direction of a Oneness, not necessarily in the direction of One Love, One Truth, One Spirit and all acceptance of each other and the differences of human nature, but a forced oneness supposedly for the good of all.
Creating an impermanence in the stream of collective mind that gently wherever possible continues to allow for change in what threatens to be a limitation of the individual nature, worldly and personally, is what is needed. No need for violence, just steadfast determination with a meditative mind rooted in awareness that we are all born to the natural right to live happily, free within our own thoughts, and to express our individual nature without fear of oppression—as long as it is not in any way causing harm to another.

Swami Shubhrananda Psy.D.
New Years Day 2001

A teaching given twelve years ago to the disciples warning with visionary accuracy the axis of EVIL is HERE in OUR OWN House white as it may be, yet filled with darkness that the collective consciousness so blindly followed into the gallows. Cynical is the mind of many regarding prophecy, yet your self-righteous egos refuse the light of TRUTH…Soooo here we be still wallowing in the self imposed ignorance; still nose to a** like cows in the pen with the gun to the head!  FIGHT YOUR APATHY ! Only a coward blames the messenger, This One knows all too well, but it does not change the message. WHY will you not listen oh ye’ ignorant ones!??!!!? This One speaks to you in LOVE shining the light if truth for your favor…



We’re the children of One Divine parent, not of a condemning father god.

People destroyed their elitist lifestyles by burning their castles and taking their belongings back. Well, this may not be a peaceful way of resisting I know but, it was the way that they say to attempt to regain their way of life. These people were known as the Brethren and Sisters of the Free Spirits. The women and the men who chose communal living and the sharing of property, and material property, it was their choice. Women absolutely refused to marry, as their original way of life was inclusive of sexuality and spiritual freedom. It was their Divine right. These women were the Mystics, the Priestesses. These women created whole women cities. This was during the 12th century in Europe. They were completely self-sustaining. They were craft people and they were dedicated to the education of girl children. The patriarch didn’t threaten them in any way. The women refused  to prostrate to the male god and his pawns. So the patriarch punished them with heavy taxes for being independent and successful at that.

Many of these people I speak of were homosexuals, lesbians, and bisexual people. They believed they were the children of One Divine parent, not of a condemning father god. Their societies did not believe in “mine” and “yours” but, they did believe in mutual acceptance, the ecstasy of life in One Divine Universe. They were burned for their beliefs, of course.

The people of The Mother religion often told of the coming of a female messiah, hence Joan of Arc, who was condemned from the Church and labeled as one of the rival religion. The people loved her. I have always said, there will come a time when The Mother’s presence will undeniably put the patriarch to rest; that all Her children are free to experience and express their interrelatedness to all of life.

The  Mother religion teaches the cosmos is One inseparable. Any illusion of isolation or separateness is ego, which is to be transcended by ritual ecstasy and deep meditation. Dancing, singing, rituals, passion, and emotion, spiritual, sexual freedom, education, love, reciprocity, truth, acceptance, inclusion, interdependence, these are the way of the oldest religion. These are mere words that I offer in an attempt to express the feminine power of living a life of peace and in harmony. While the patriarch insisted that wealth is the sign from god the father that one is in his favor; because god the father wants you to be prosperous. I suppose it all depends on what you perceive as wealth.

God the father, is the original voyeur. I call this the eye in the sky syndrome. Big brother is watching all the little Heathens. Under hierarchical observation the paranoia flourishes. The police being god’s chosen few, the political patriarchal spies, agents for christ. An unknowable, unseeable god the father who wields power over all, denies communal living and cooperation. Instead these ways of life have been restructured into prison like conditions to control the masses which were predominantly women, gods’ will carried out by the elite. The father god being the warden of the prison, the guards the priests, who consistently, constantly insure denial of the Motherhood of God.

May your minds be able to withstand even a little of what I have said to you.

May your hearts always be open to Love.

This is dedicated to Jamie


Easter is an original Goddess custom, originates with The Goddess of spring, Eostre.

From the invention of the Christian patriarch and still to this day Christianity fears the people. To keep their fear in check, absolute control of body, mind and the economics is the means. The yoga of hierarchy rule. When people react to the severe repression, they are reminded their paranoia or weakening states of mind and body are due to their own sins. Still the Christian political rule feared the Pagan people so much that they patronized those who refused to stop their practice of the religion of The Goddess.

Where the temples of the matriarchal societies once stood, the patriarch built their churches and installed their images, allowing for a chosen few of the female images to remain. We see this active patronization still today, as it has continued on for aeons, they’re called missionaries. The patriarch moves in and conquers a whole culture by appearing to be kind and caring, bringing food and medicines in exchange for acceptance of Christ as ones’ personal savior. And if the people refuse, oh how they will suffer. Food just an arm length away, medicine that can cure your children’s ills and keep her from dying. Hence, the saying, “you don’t get something for nothing.”

Not only does the patriarch conquer and divide but, slowly, insidiously encroaches like a hungry animal with its prey. Only most animals don’t kill for the sport of it, like man. This insidious encroachment is how The Goddess rituals of expressing life and nature and Her seasons and changes were replaced with Christian symbology. Did you know the Pagan Anglo-Saxon calender was lunar divided into two seasons summer\winter until the christians insisted dividing it into four.

Just another typical dog and fire hydrant moment for mankind!!!

Have you not noticed every celebration, or we call them “Holidays”, have to do with Christ? This is not how it was and not how it is now. For thousands upon thousands of years before patriarchal rule The Goddess religion celebrated the winter solstice, now Christ-mass. The ritual of tree lighting and gift giving is a Goddess celebration. Even the old guy Santa Claus a man who showers children with gifts, stems from a Pagan custom of the Goddess religion. The winter solstice celebration was known as the wheel of the year when the sun moves back from the most Northern point. Even Easter is an original Goddess custom. It is the celebration of spring. Mother Earth and all Her creations move through the process of transformation, resurrection, rebirth. The season’s name originates with The Goddess of spring, Oestre. It is she who gives her name to the female Estrus cycle. The Easter eggs and those bunnies are actually symbols of fertility of The Goddess creating life. The worship of The Mother is in everything we do. Christianity could not get rid of Her. Those who worship nature, and The Mother’s presence in everything, revolted. They were fearless, they rose up against the patriarch and all those who had taken everything from them, from peace to possessions.

Any mothers that tell the true stories of stolen Pagan celebrations even while practicing tradition for the childrens’ sake knowing they will be bullied by others who have been raised by haters has provided the opportunity of possibilities for worldview! So BE It!!!

Seriously, a bunny that shoots eggs o\o its a**  or comes in @ night and hides all the hard boiled colored eggs left by the kidz which do you use as a traditional mindless lie. you were lied to, still are and you continue the lie. What about when money is an issue for the family? I have witnessed children told the bunny isn’t coming cuz they weren’t good. Is it their(the children) original sin that powers all christian reinvented celebrations which most parents are enablers of. Fear instilling power learned, perfected… Survivors cultivating victims on the linear time line of man; have we really chosen to deny the cycle of life !???

Jesus was not resurrected @ the Pagan symbology of renewal, the vernal equinox. The hare and egg symbology intrinsic to the celebration were folded into the christian farse  so they kept her name EASTER. The truth is undeniable, but hideously distorted.


The Human Psyche

It is true we are born in the image of  the ancient ones. But, what does that mean? How are we to know? What have we to hold on to? Ask yourself, when I think of love, what comes around in me? Am I repulsed? Do I have inquiry or am I overwhelmed by emotional response to all that I had perceived of love being beyond what I had perceived? I don’t know, I can’t speak for any of you. and the potential can only tell you until you have come face to face with yourself and with the ever pervasiveness of evil psychology at work within the human psyche, perhaps you will never know. But, if you are an adventurous person and if you do not fear delving beyond what you know, which is good, then I ask you to take into consideration that perhaps, just perhaps, Ultimate Knowledge and The Supreme Love together as One are the same Source, the Source of overcoming ignorance. It’s alright if you’re not satisfied at this point, we’ll talk more.

I will do my best to give you the understanding of evil through the different philosophies perhaps, even the different religions or theologies of time. It doesn’t matter which one I may come from or show you, being it Hindu, be it Judeo-Christian, be it Muslim, be it Buddhism it doesn’t matter, it’s mysticism that frightens people. Its’ potential and the possibilities that are endless in our minds that frighten people. It’s not as hard as you may like to make it or perceive it to be. At times, I say to people it’s very black and white. Truth, Compassion, Love are truly not the foundation of political\religious right. The political\religious right sold its soul to the darkness of ignorance-EVIL. Thus, you deny you follow SOCIOPATHS these are ones who changed “of the people, by the people,> F*** the people.”

So, BE CLEAR-The catholic church, the military, the government, the political-economic establishment, the christian (including mormons) right indoctrinate you to join into like mind of fear\conquer THE OTHER, unplugged from their own Pagan DNA. Forgetting The Goddess is the One who gave birth to God. The Ancient Ones who monitor our conscious movement or stagnation are unimpressed with the distortion of the vibratory resonance of we human beings. Just look @ the cardinal who yesterday admitted to involvement in the sex scandal before any outed facts= SOCIOPATH!!! WAIT! If money is the root of all EVIL, why do you FEED the beast?! The hierarchy establishment in total feast well on  your $ and children, not caring what you think, they know you don’t do it very often or you would starve the EVIL beast and nurture The True Source of Life-Pure Heart\Mind.
I have a disciple who once pointed out to me, I would say some, oh, seven years ago, (more like 15 yrs. @ this writing)  something that I have had on the walls of the Temple over time. Blessed that it be that we should have moved to such a beautiful place we were. But, in the smaller Temple you know, once this disciple walked out to me and said, “You know I’m very disturbed by that thing about love that you are having on the wall because you are telling me that you basically, you know, are of eastern philosophy. And so, therefore, this thing that you have how does it fit”. And, that thing that I had on the wall was Corinthians of the Bible, New Testament; “And if I give all possessions to feed the poor and if I deliver my body to be burned but do not have love it profits me nothing.” And here is the part that was so painful to this person, Love is patient, Love is kind and is not jealous, Love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly, it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness but, rejoices with the truth. Bares all things, believes all things, hopes all things  endures all things. Love never fails. But, if there are gifts of prophecy they will be done anyway. If there are tongues they will cease. If there is knowledge it will be done away. Now, that last part is not in what was on the wall that would be in 13:8 Corinthians but 4 thru 7 is very beautiful. I will not say to you that the words of the Bible are the words of Jesus. But, I will say to you thank The Goddess for those who can see beyond the words, the truths that were spoken.

While you wait for the smoke of your fate o ye ignorant ones watch these true docs: 2003 Conspiracy of Silence, 2011 Silenced, 2007 Constantine’s Sword, 2009 Follow the Prophet, 2009 The Conspiracy to Rule The World, 2011 Patriocracy, 2010 The Billionaires Tea Party, 2010 King of Devils Island, 2004 Family Sins, lastly, Jesus Camp. WAKE UP!


People who fear homosexuality are ignorant U need to fear the self rightious betraying ones but, U are blind, eh!?

Just as people fear color rubbing off, people fear homosexuality as though it is a disease that can overtake the heterosexual person. The only disease to fear in this case is that of the ignorant mind, the mind filled with wrong thought that gives rise to wrong action. This is due to wrong understanding, narrow concepts, and the distortion of truth, leaving a society that prides itself in tolerance at best, and only if homosexuality doesn’t enter their realm of existence, their family, their neighborhoods, their work place, their church. Should we not awaken to the reality of the impossibility of such a fantasy? Or will we continue our violent means of BULLYING, genocide, ignoring, shaming, hating, ridiculing, abusing, persecuting, and yes, killing of ones Spirit and potential to destroy quality of life for generations to come!

Homosexuality, remember, has been since time immemorial, and will continue to be forever more. In the name of religion and so-called moral righteousness, we can remove basic human rights but, never can the nature of a person be destroyed, only distorted. Herein lies the cause of sexual deviance in the homosexual relationship. Rejection, BULLYING, tolerance not acceptance, abuse, incest, rape, the catholic\christian right church hierarchy on down to lay preachers can\does change the victimized @ the depth of Being.

Parents deny their homosexual children and attempt by force to make them be like everyone else. Thus, we see the psychological harm created by fear. These psychological ramifications lead a child into shame and self punishment. Love is no longer the basis of relationships but, the need to be loved and accepted becomes even more paramount and the means to attain it can and does become a dark vicious cycle often leading to self-destructive patterns in desperation.

Do any of YOU know what it FEELS like to know you are\were UNLOVED as a child? To FEEL that is what gives birth to the predator, the enabler, or The awake LOVER of Life born of compassionate understanding. Knowing Truth, Intelligence, never accepting the LIES we are fed as the foundation for surviving the human condition. The young ones will rise up and fight the establishment AGAIN and will succeed beckoning the lite of The Mother having enough BETRAYAL of entrusting in THE UNTRUSTABLE.

Everyone wants to be loved.


Wisdom: Evolving higher in the mind, body, and spirit.

True freedom is having wisdom. True freedom is not determined by sectarian rules of religions, or man-made laws of right and wrong. True freedom is not decided by the ruling governmental forces of any state, country, or nation.

The true nature of the Soul is freedom. You must come to recognize this innate freedom. It is within the center of everyone, and you must come to live by this knowledge. It matters not the restrictions of the worldly existence, if one is free within themselves.

The Soul, She awaits for Her reunion with Her Beloved. The Jiva, free from the bondage of its existence, will come to live a life of peace and contentedness knowing, from that quiet centered focus of their innate freedom, life for them is ever changed. All choices are manifested with their roots in ones recognized freedom.

One need not dwell in their weaknesses, as that saying goes, count your blessing. Use the sufferings as a means to strengths. Listen, there are always going to be unpleasant experiences, accept it. At the same time use discrimination, and take the bad experience and use it to go beyond all that petty stuff. Involute for the sake of evolving higher in the mind, body, and spirit. Let the bad experience be a stepping stone to freedom. Surrender to the reality that we are going to suffer, but through Divine Grace we cannot help but be freed from the binds of ignorance. Watch the life as it ebb and flows. Use discrimination to remain free of all the snares of emotionality. Remain aware and fearless.